a lot of happenings..

been getting closer wif my colleagues of late
gd/bad?
shrugs
had sushi @ sakae last fri
went cosy bay after dat
2 jugs of Heineken
by kallang river
nice
i like
stayed by the river til almost 3am
b4 ivan and i managed to coax soo hoon to go home
she's vexed lah
family matters
sigh..
seem to be hearing pretty sad stuff lately
break-ups
problems in relationships
family problems
work problems
really
many pple around me
simultaneously
is this a bad year or wat?
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slept for 3.5 hrs
met arlene, kaiting and helen for a short JB trip
really short
left woodlands at 10.30am
reached woodlands at 3.30pm
went my hse for steamboat dinner
wif my folks and sis
and yueh er and adelynn
kinda like a gathering for the sake of kaiting
he's leaving for KL
for good
arlene?
dun ask me
i dunno
yueh er left after dinner
we met kelvin at Holland V
went Siem Reap for a drink
4 jugs of Erdinger
shiok man
they starting teasing me and kelvin [again]
trying to bring us together [again]
trying to make us 培养感情 [again]
they never got sick of it
haha
i noe everyone's concerned
but i'm not desperate
yet
not now, pple
not now
.
visited grandma ydae
sat wif her for 3 whole hours
fell asleep on her bed
while she's telling the stories
that i can memorise by now
sorry, grandma
but i was really tired
well, she din realise that i fell asleep neway
so, heh
u noe wat
i told her abt my breakup
coz she asked if my "friend" [direct translation frm teochew] is fetching me
she actually meant boyfriend lah
i said, "no, no more 'friend' aredi."
she got all alert and attentive and asked me why
i told her i'm not sure myself
summarised everything into, "we kept quarrelling."
she said then better dun wan
always quarrel not good
muz find one that will love you till the end
wah, easier said than done, grandma
sigh
here comes the best part
she then suggested that me and my cousin simon get together
i went into a state of shock when i heard that
then went on laffing and asked her how it's possible
she said she's not sure whether it's possible anot
she'll go ask someone if it's "ok"
i said ok, get back to me after u've found out
she said meanwhile, she'll help me look out
for available cousins
ahahahaha
cute lah, she
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have i mentioned my weekend getaway yet?
heh
going KL for the Labour Day long weekend
with edalene, her two net friends adrian and ian
and one more female fren of hers
went out wif the 2 guys erm.. twice?
haven't met her female fren yet tho
setting off on fri nite
will be back on mon evening
got a local host there
weiling, eda's fren oso
she'll be bringing us ard
besides the usual, eating and shopping
probably gonna chill out at some nite places with superb views
cool eh
can't wait
to get away from here again
.
ciaoz

fridge..

把大象放进冰箱有几个步骤
把河马放进冰箱有几个步骤
把回忆放进冰箱会不会寂寞
把爱情放进冰箱也已经到了时候

让眼泪一次流够要几个枕头
让明天不再难过要多少纸鹤
让热情变成冷漠算不算罪过
让爱情退冰多久 才可以化为乌有

从今以后再没有人那样逗我
从今以后 就要分手
从今以后冰箱不必再放啤酒
从今以后 别在门口等我

从今以后再不需要别人哄我
从今以后 就算分手
从今以后日记再也不用上锁
从今以后 甚至不是朋友

苹果给你
柠檬给我
可乐给你
咖啡给我
自由给你
真心给我
你的给你
我的你不能带走

back from heaven..

had a good trip
photos under links at the side bar
if it doesn't work
copy and paste this link
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went wif my colleagues
soo hoon & xiang ru
soo hoon's fren booked a villa at Bintan Lagoon Resort
under URA
damn big house
villa is more apt
big living room
small kitchen
but fully equipped
toaster, microwave oven, pots, pans
cups, plates, bowls, utensils
u name it, we have it
big front and back-yard
we had our own swimming pool
small
but it's our OWN pool
BBQ pit
4 bedrooms
3 bathrooms [1 wif bath tub]
the master bedroom even had a baby cot
mini living room with TV on 2nd storey
big balcony
1 buggy car at our disposal
for entertainment
board games
poker cards
mahjong
karaoke
all provided
could rent playstation oso
.
soo hoon's frens prepared all the food
man, were they prepared
we had enuff food to last us for at least a week
and mind you
there were 9 of us
all female
.
f.r.i.d.a.y.
took the 8pm ferry frm tanah merah ferry terminal
45mins ride
20mins bus ride
gained 1 hr due to time difference
cooked pasta for supper
slept pretty early after a busy day at work
.
s.a.t.u.r.d.a.y.
had hokkien mee for breakfast
went rackey ard
had fun driving the buggy
the resort is big man
will take us ages to walk frm 1 place to another
went to the lobby
soo hoon bought some clothes
i bought a sarong
heh
booked for a session of archery
40 arrows for 3 of us
$9 for 20 arrows
and massage at nite
went to the beach
really nice
had fried bee hoon for lunch
went for archery
th instructor was nice
motivated us by giving us additional arrows
if we hit the yellow and red portion of the target board
after 50+ arrows
we went to help retrieve them
and told him since we helped
we deserve another session
and he agreed!
haha
after another 40+ arrows
we threw in the white flag
headed back to the villa
was having pretty bad tension headache
took a short nap b4 the BBQ
woke up with a still-throbbing head
missed the sunset dat we wanted to watch
took a painkiller and an anti-swelling med after the BBQ
showered ourselves clean before heading for our massage
me and soo hoon chose javanese massage
xiang ru took the french aromatherapy massage
$83 each
really worth the money
my headache was gone after dat
went star-gazing at the beach
fell asleep under a blanket of stars
.
s.u.n.d.a.y.
missed the sunrise
we set the alarm at 7am
which means 6am bintan time
the sun was aredi up by that time
next time i'll stay up all nite
and see wat time the sun rises
had bread and egg for breakfast
went to the beach again
the buggy seemed especially charged up
forgetting that the sand is wet from the morning rain
i brought the buggy all the way onto the beach
the buggy behind us followed
and it got terribly stuck
we reversed ours back
and it got stuck too
tried to get it out but the situation got worse
had no choice but to seek help
took a long time to get the buggies out
had laksa for lunch
packed our bags
and left the place wif much reluctance
.
wouldn't say that i enjoyed myself fully
considering the fact that i couldn't enjoy seasports
yep, my period came on thurs morn
made me so miserable
the bintan trip was the only thing that kept me alive
ok, i'm exaggerating
but it was sumthing along that line lah
haha
.
enjoyed myself during the trip
but i wouldn't say that it helped in mending anything
in fact, it triggered my crying stint on thurs nite
was packing my bag for the trip
when i broke down again
had this urge to back out on the trip
called jingyi
managed to finally turn off my "tap"
she said it'll take me half the time of the length of the relationship
to forget / get over the relationship
not sure if there's any scientific research backing it
or is it just an arbitrary way of comforting pple
saying that time will help heal
sometimes i feel that "time heals all wounds" is bullshit too
u have to do it urself rite
time is just...there
it doesn't stop
nor does it go faster
but watever it is
she said the point is
do i want to forget about it
.
i don't know
right now
i juz wanna indulge in myself
let myself go
and do watever i feel like doing
i'm not expecting anything
i do not habour any hopes
i'm not wishing for anything nice
i'm just letting things be
.
come wat may

life's not good now..

sick & tired

been sick since monday
feeling ok on and off
febs works for me
sleep does too
my wisdom tooth acted up ydae
now my jaw bone hurts
gave me headaches too
wtf
and i thought this tooth was good
din cause me trouble when the top left one did
.
as if i'm not feeling bad enuff
my period is late
now i'm hoping it will be much later
if not, how am i goin to go for spa at bintan??
i'm keeping my fingers crossed
.
been working til 10.30pm
for 2 days aredi
fuck man
never ending work
feel like shit when i leave things undone
not as if i can help it
grateful for all my colleagues who are helping out
really
.
feels gd to drive to work
esp when goin home
i like the feeling of being in a car at nite
esp so when driving long journeys
across the island
on expressways
with smooth traffic of coz
kinda miss those days when i went on car rides at nite
in my rover
then nissan
not yet for my grandis
mayb soon
anyone keen?? =)
feels gd to juz roam the streets
head for the beach/supper/airport/sentosa
feel the wind in my hair
watch the stars from the sunroof
listening to nice songs on the radio
and doing nothing
hmmmmm
feels good just at the thought of it
.
but for practical financial reasons
dun tink i'll drive to work very often
parking cost me 7.20 + 9.60 = 16.80!!!
dun wanna spend time tearing so many coupons
dun wanna take the risk of cheating
coz my colleague got 3 summons on 3 consecutive days
so i parked within the industrial park
plus my bro's coming back tmr
he went taiwan for honeymoon
envious eh
.
i'm going overseas too!! =D
yet to pack my bag for the weekend
really looking forward to the getaway
my colleague wanna hide
i juz wanna get away
from all the hurt
.
goodnite

i'm not sure how much more i can take..

i can't go on
i must go on
i will go on

goin bintan for the weekend
hope it'll help do sumthing

dun miss me too much

heh

fuck these pple to hell..

it's a long clip
i dun have the heart to finish watching

http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv

dunno wat to say..

was juz previewing my blog
stopped short at my entries on 14 & 24 Mar
go scroll down and look at them
tink u'll noe wat i mean

nitez

connected..

i'm finally connected again
bro got me a new 17" ViewSonic flat screen last week
dat comes with a free mouse and keyboard
bought a new cpu for me on sun
compaq presario
so high tech dat it doesn't come with a floppy disk drive
ahahaha
i'm kinda amused by that
internet connection worked when he first fixed the comp
stopped working when i got home
grr..
been exploring the comp since then
and ripping from the cds i got pple to burn for me
when most of the songs burnt came from my comp
now i'm putting them back where they came from
ha
ironic huh
bro hadn't got the time to fix the connection until tonite
so, here i am
connected!! =D
...
been trying to get used to XP
so sua ku rite
now den use XP
haha
actually, i've heard many IT pple tell me
Windows 98 is actually the most stable OS so far
shrugs
we'll see
...
trying to get used to my flat screen too
so bright my eyes hurt
but it looks damn nice
my bro's got good taste man
haha
...
passed my old HDD to junhui for recovery
yes, pple, u heard me
JUNHUI
c'mon, he's a nice guy ok
no, i'm not trying to take advantage of him
i intend to give him a nice treat after dat
even if he can't recover anything from the HDD
and i have been treating him nice all along ok
not only now hor
i have been treating him like a friend ok
he offered help
and i need help
simple as dat
plus i can't tink of anyone else wif the kind of knowledge
so, yah, i passed it to him
hoping he can recover my at least some of my memories
document, pictures, mp3s
...
alrite
i need sleep
been crying too much
dun ask
the answer will be "i'm fine"
still surviving

=)