life's not good now..

sick & tired

been sick since monday
feeling ok on and off
febs works for me
sleep does too
my wisdom tooth acted up ydae
now my jaw bone hurts
gave me headaches too
wtf
and i thought this tooth was good
din cause me trouble when the top left one did
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as if i'm not feeling bad enuff
my period is late
now i'm hoping it will be much later
if not, how am i goin to go for spa at bintan??
i'm keeping my fingers crossed
.
been working til 10.30pm
for 2 days aredi
fuck man
never ending work
feel like shit when i leave things undone
not as if i can help it
grateful for all my colleagues who are helping out
really
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feels gd to drive to work
esp when goin home
i like the feeling of being in a car at nite
esp so when driving long journeys
across the island
on expressways
with smooth traffic of coz
kinda miss those days when i went on car rides at nite
in my rover
then nissan
not yet for my grandis
mayb soon
anyone keen?? =)
feels gd to juz roam the streets
head for the beach/supper/airport/sentosa
feel the wind in my hair
watch the stars from the sunroof
listening to nice songs on the radio
and doing nothing
hmmmmm
feels good just at the thought of it
.
but for practical financial reasons
dun tink i'll drive to work very often
parking cost me 7.20 + 9.60 = 16.80!!!
dun wanna spend time tearing so many coupons
dun wanna take the risk of cheating
coz my colleague got 3 summons on 3 consecutive days
so i parked within the industrial park
plus my bro's coming back tmr
he went taiwan for honeymoon
envious eh
.
i'm going overseas too!! =D
yet to pack my bag for the weekend
really looking forward to the getaway
my colleague wanna hide
i juz wanna get away
from all the hurt
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goodnite