confused..

come to think of it
i might have been drunk
haha
no
i din have a one nite stand
in case u r tinking along dat line
haha
juz alot of verbal nonsense exchanged
haha
quite alot on my mind now
thoughts
feelings
watever shit
arghh

i need a good sleep

冷笑话。。

有一天， 魔王把公主抓走，公主一直叫！
魔王： 你尽管叫破喉咙吧！ 没有人会来救你的！
公主： 破喉咙~ 破喉咙~ 破喉咙~
没有人： 公主！ 我来救你了！
魔王： 说曹操， 曹操就到！
曹操： 魔王！ 你叫我干嘛！
魔王： 哇勒！ 看到鬼！
鬼： 靠！ 被发现了！
靠： 胡说谁发现我了？
谁： 管我屁事！
魔王： OH MY GOD!!
上帝： 谁叫我？
谁： 没有人叫你啊！
没有人： 我哪有？

从此， 魔王精神分裂。。。

很冷，
小心感冒。。

dehydrated..

i amaze myself
to be awake at this hour on a sunday
in fact i was up 2 hours ago
i slept 6 hours ago
and i had 5 bottles of beer
actually 4 lah
1 was barcadi breezer
but couldn't even taste the rum leh
was really high
not drunk
just high
i knew wat was happening
and i had control over my speech and actions
so
i was not drunk
had much fun laughing
hoped that cheered eda up
she was kinda down in the day
met her for a drink at alley bar
after my shopping stint with xiang ru and doreen
i bought a top!!
from fond hugs
blue
flowery
nice
hehe
ok, back to edalene
we chatted for more than 2 hrs over a corona
and adrian made our day by making us laugh so hard over his sms replies
we were teasing him about his new phone
funny lah dat guy
hahaha
zhenjin and erik came
with erik's navy fren zhiliang
we were contemplating between DXO and double O
headed for double O
coz zhenjin's frens were aredi there
OMG
there were like 10 [or more] of them loh
weren't introduced to all of them
coz everyone's busy with their own stuff
so me and eda kept to ourselves
haha
oh yah!
i saw christine!!
my sec sch fren
she's working there
happening eh
there was a police raid
spot check
watever u call it
my first encounter of such
was in the toilet queue
and the cleaner auntie suddenly said
"外面在spot check."
and we were like
"orh" [den wat r we supp to do??]
"你们是新加坡人 hor?"
"yah, 是新加坡人."
thot it will be as dramatic as shown on tv
but no leh
we went out
all lights were on
music was off
and policemen were bustling ard
we walked past them back to our table and they were gone shortly after
no leh
they din separate the crowd by gender
go up to everyone to ask for IDs
or do body search
haha
tink i watched too much tv aredi
neway, we left the place shortly after dat
there was a road block at queenstown mrt
wats up wif the cops last nite man
so onz one
apparently they were sharp enuff to notice frm far
dat we put on our seat belts only after we saw them
hahaha
yah, we were so tired we forgot
neway, the cab driver was let off with a verbal warning
i got into the correct house
took a really quick shower
was knocked out almost immediately
when my head touched pillow
haha
wat a nite
lesson learnt: beer + lots of laughter = fun
but do exercise caution & discretion

to bed

单恋和暗恋都是自虐。。

went lido after work
watched "the jacket"
with xiang ru, doreen and ivan
interesting show
something different
slacked at the outdoors mac for another 2+ hours
before heading home
..
uploaded the pics taken last weekend
at the chalet
effects not so good leh
hmmphhh
gotta try master the functions of my camera soon
neway
chalet was pretty fun
gossipped alot
and i really mean, ALOT
haha
turns out that we have been having the same thots
same suspicions
same watever
regarding 2 of my colleagues
so we yakked
and yakked
and yakked
and the yakking continued through the week
i tink it'll go on for some time
till when?
i dunno
mayb till we get some kind of confirmation from both parties ba
haha
..
tired now
to bed

sigh..

different car
different driver
different radio station
same pick-up area
same route
same destination

all these memories
all these tears
all these hurt

juz when is it gonna end

i need a proper closure
to move on

define proper?
i can't

forget it
juz let me wallow for a while

i'll be fine

really

oink oink..

this is cute
it's a personality test
based on how u draw a piggy
hehe

have fun

睡不着

最近总想着很多事情
想着他
想知道他最近过得好不好
想着我们的过去
想着所有的当初，为何，应该
生命中的一切一切
日常生活中的点点滴滴
都会牵连到他
都会引起一阵心痛，心酸
虽然现在不再哭了
但还会觉得辛苦
想到现在的生活
当时的生活
比较起来
多不一样
真的就这样了吗

busy..

been really busy lately
not very sure why
haha
just feel busy
i am busy
ok, lazy
watever
...
kaiting left 2 fridays ago
wonder how arlene is
feeling kinda guilty
for not calling her lately
shld meet her up soon
hmm..
was working OT when jianyang called
and asked if i'm free to watch midnite show
i dragged soo hoon along
heh
went marina for "kingdom of heaven"
met up wif the whole lot of them at esplanade
zhenjin, erik, edalene, adrian, jianyang
show's got nice effects
but kinda boring at first
i din go SO gaga over orlando this time
coz he din shave [i like cleanly shaven guys]
guess the razor was not supp to be invented yet at dat time
and he was supp to have a manly look in the show
but his eyes are still nice
heh
...
caroline's dad passed away
cancer, i tink
she's dealing with it ok
mentally prepared le
went to the wake last thurs with another fren, wenhui
haven't met up with the 2 of them for sooooooo long
still the same, both of them
small-sized, pretty, cute
wenhui is still as sotong
haha
doin well at KPMG
caroline a.k.a. bear juz started on a new job
as a credit officer
sounds good
mayb i shld consider changing my career path too
...
new colleague came todae
guy
in his 40s
alrite lah
doesn't look very enthusiastic tho
give him some time ba
he's got 10+ yrs' experience
here to replace roselyn
her last day will be 10 june
problem is
the experience he has is not needed to do roselyn's job
it's more needed for my job
as we were discussing [gossiping] abt him tdae
we came up with the idea of proposing that he do my job
and me to replace roselyn
said all dat in jest
haven't really weighed the pros and cons yet
haven't even told our boss abt it
not sure if i can tahan my job till bonus time
kinda stagnant le
no job satisfaction
if i take over her
at least i get to learn new stuff
i've aredi learnt the bulk of it
so shldn't be dat difficult to master the rest
hmm..
...
been chatting [on msn] with my neighbour lately
yes
sounds weird huh
haha
thx to wholivesnearyou.com
he stays in my block
left me a msg last yr aug
took me 5 months to reply
hahaha
i asked him for his msn email
took me another 5 months to add him
hahaha
he was so shocked when i added him
and asked how i got his email
hahaha
i din deliberately take so long lah
dat network is not as popular as friendster
and i never expected anyone to leave me a msg mah
hahaha
sorry for laffing so much
i'm kinda amused lah
chatting with a neighbour
and not having seen him around
despite staying only 2 storeys apart
plus i haven't been checking my yahoo email ever since it upgraded to 250MB
and guess what
it recently upgraded to 1GB
haha
now with 3 email accounts adding up to 2.25GB
dun tink i need to clear my email for a loooong time
haha
...
had a chalet over the weekend
with my colleagues
photos din really turn out nicely
used night mode for most of them
looked good on the camera's LCD
realised how blur they are after i uploaded
my hands are not so steady after all
hmph
had fun
details later
...
to bed

accomplished..

finished packing my table
now i can see the table top
haha
.
todae was a long and busy day
went for my usual stuff in the morning
went goodwoodpark hotel to collect the durian cake i ordered for my mum
got so pissed off by the staff there
i pre-ordered 2 days ago
was met with a long queue when i reached there
and told to queue to collect my cake
"the cashier is new" [pointing to the machine]
pardon me for being stupid
but i dun quite understand hw dat explains the need for me to wait
then wat's the point of me pre-ordering??
"if u pre-order, it's definite that u'll get wat u want,
but if u walk-in, there's no guarantee."
duh!! tell me something i don't know
den wat's the stipulated time of collection for??
"we didn't expect so many walk-ins
u have to queue up to pay anyway"
like it's MY problem that YOU can't handle increased number of orders
to be fair to those who made an effort to plan ahead and pre-order
u shld open up 2 cashiers rite??
majority of the people in the queue are people who walk-in to buy the pastries
wasted more than half an hr queuing just to pay
wat really pissed me off
was the attutude of the JUNIOR CAPTAIN aka cashier girl
and the Asst Deli Manager
lame reasons
no smile
no apology
no nothing
wtf
if they can't afford for watever reasons to have 1 more cashier
they shld at least have the courtesy to warn me when i called to place the order
or at least say sorry
it's not the first time the hotel is holding a "durian festival"
or watever they call it
i believe they shld have some form of experience rite
fuck man
got me so angry
ok, mayb i made the wrong assumption dat all delis, bakeries etc work the same way
call/fax/walk-in to order a cake
specify date & time of collection
and when the day comes
collect cake, pay $, go
simple as dat
perhaps hotels dun work this way
pre-ordering only guarantees availability of the product
fine
watever
i'm still contemplating whether or not to write in
juz for the sake of it
but wat's the point rite
as if they will care
they will juz simply take out their SOP file
and search for the model reply letter
and reply to me, saying my comment is valuable
they'll look into the matter and improve on it blah blah blah
bullshit
but seriously
i wouldn't be so pissed off if not for the 2 staff in question
their attitude sucked big time
okok
i have too high expectations of the hotel and its staff
i probably shouldn't
sigh
went home with all the pent-up anger in me
felt better after my drive home
slacked ard for a while
had family dinner
to celebrate mother's day
no, i dun show my appreciation only on this day
i try to show it everyday
just dat todae [2nd sunday of May] is a wee bit more special
coz it's been ordained by someone eons ago to be mother's day
we went to a chinese restaurant at world trade centre
called dragon city restaurant i tink
or sumthing like dat
ala carte buffet
food was satisfactory
the dinner we had at tung lok was better
anyhow, we ate alot
damn bloated
really unhealthy eh
.
ydae was a long day too
met patrick for lunch at bugis
duck noodles & lime juice
yummy
ice-cream at swensen's
he had to go back office
so we went our separate ways
i decided to have some retail therapy
haha
bought some really nice stickers
for making cards
bought a pierre cardin wallet for myself
yes
impulse purchase
it caught my eye lah
khaki brown
leather with leaf prints
last season's design
wallet shop was clearing stock
so prices were slashed
S$49.00 =D
bought a scrungee for my hair
was kinda cashless aredi
so decided to head towards home
detoured to clementi to have my eyebrows threaded
lazy to pluck lah
hehe
went home after dat
really
went night safari in the nite
with edalene, adrian, jianyang and cyril
yes
u heard me
night safari
as in
the one beside mandai zoo
my first time there
go ahead
laugh
but i enjoyed myself
haha
kinda nostalgic
feel like a kid all over again
going ooh and aah over the animals
walking thru the enclosure with live bats is so NOT fun
kinda freaked me out
tho they feed only on fruits
they still bite
saw quite a number of animals
quite unlike wat many people told me
dat they only saw a few animals coz the rest are asleep
we walked the entire way
was really tired after dat
fell asleep in adrian's car
really happy dat i've finally been to the place
but i still feel S$18 is a wee bit steep for entrance
.
i've got alot to say abt my KL trip
can't wait to see the videos
alrite, i'll update soon ok
nitey

weird..

last nite
someone told me sumthing
tink i'm supposed to feel flattered
but i don't leh
kinda farnie
i mean
i dun really noe how to react
wat am i supposed to say
not sure wat to do now leh
sigh
dun care le lah
can't be bothered
technically speaking
it's not my problem
and i'm not in the mood to take it as mine
.
photos of my KL trip are up
<------ at the side bar
.
i spent half the time shopping
and the other half laughing
din really have time to wallow in my own thots
which is a good thing =)
stories later lah