还在烦。。

seems like everyone's been losing sleep lately
my gd fren losing appetite some more
sigh
all these
for wat
i dunno oso
顺其自然
easier said than done
it's not easy to be not affected in some way or another
guys, trust me
we girls are really vulnerable
so pls..
help us refrain ourselves ok
..
met up wif jianjie on saturday
he's back frm UK for hols
went "essential brew" at holland v
really nice place
he's been a faithful fan of my blog
hehe
thx buddy =D
..
so many questions being asked lately
to which i have no answers
dun wish to make any decision
but yet there are things dat need to be done
i tink the most difficult decision to make in the entire world
is to decide whether to follow ur head or ur heart
well, at least to me, dats the toughest decision to make
..
been getting some feedback dat my entries are confusing
esp the one about my "gender confusion"
so, let me clarify
one. i am NOT turning lesbian
two. i am and will always be interested in guys
three. i do not and will not behave like a guy
bottomline: this "gender confusion" term refers only to my mental state
and it's only a fleeting thought
i'm not so much disturbed by it
just so happen dat i was [still am] caught in a situation
similar to dat of a male fren
and i seem to think like he does
and a galfren of mine has been complaining abt her bf
and her complaints are similar to that of my ex-bf
all these happened simultaneously
so, yah
it got me thinking
whether i'm weird to be thinking like a guy
like i said
i'm not really disturbed by it
juz curious
and thx to adrian and jianyang
they said its normal
so i shall juz take their words for it
and thereby conclude dat i'm normal
haha
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din realise my bro is less adventurous than me
actually i all along adventurous de lah
juz dat i seldom show it
but my frens who went bintan wif me will noe
haha
c'mon, we only live once!! =D
neway
was in the car on our way back from father's day dinner
got into the discussion of cars VS bikes
and everyone was expressing some kind of fear for the latter
dun understand
speed wif car
speed wif bike
same rite
equally dangerous mah
den mum suddenly ask if i always take fren's bike
i said no ah, not many frens have bike
which is the truth lah
so if i ever let her noe dat i tried riding one
or dat my fren went 150km/h with me on it
she'll probably ground me for life
hahahaha
okok, i noe the danger involved
juz wanna try lah
..
goin slp le
continue another day
if not my fren no need slp le
haha
..
to bed