missing in action..

uneasy

i’m having a weird feeling
a gut
instinct
dat something is wrong
like someone is lying to me
or hiding something from me
hmm
and i dun feel good about it
coz i dunno wat it is
is anyone of u doing something behind my back??!!
quick!!
confess now!!
hahaha
tink i goin crazy le
maybe my brain's lacking blood
dats y

oh yah
i'll be uncontactable for a while
i dropped my hp this morning
and my SIM CARD stopped working
weird
i verified that aredi
confirm is SIM CARD problem
and not handset
now i can't make/receive calls
and i can't send/receive sms
my line is under the 1+1 plan
with my dad being the main subscriber
so i'll need him to go down to M1 shop for a new SIM card
wth
troublesome ah
well
not such a bad thing to be MIA once in a while
give u guys a chance to miss me
(yes, i'm narcissistic)
dun miss me too much yar
hahaha

actually ah
tink i got my wish
haha
wanted to be MIA ydae
and see if anyone actually misses me
as in, like
not totally uncontactable lah
juz dat i dun call or tell anyone my whereabouts
and simply wait for pple to call me
hahaha
(yes, i was in the attention-seeking mood)
coz u see ah
it's usually me who go around telling pple
where i'm going
wat i'm doing etc
it suddenly struck me dat the person(s) i'm telling
might not be interested in knowing at all
so, i shldn't be bothering him/her/them yar?
was feeling pms-y too (actually, dms-y)
and i didn't feel like going home so early
so i went loitering around for 2 hours
yes, alone
until i got bored
wanted to go some beach to watch sunset
but was tinking abt how pathetic it is to do dat alone
and i'll be like wallowing in self-pity
so i didn't put dat plan to action
(i will if i'm depressed but i wasn't DAT depressed ydae)
decided to go visit my godson, pillow
he's a very handsome 3-yr-old golden retriever
he belongs to nanfeng
a fren whom i got to know during my 1+yr stint at Coffee Club
didn't realise how much i missed the canine until last nite
he's so huggable (read:fat) now
feels really good when we were both sitting on the floor
and i hugged him from behind
felt so secure, knowing dat he'll always be there
ready to give unconditional love and support
wiled the nite away switching channels
watching homerun and kiss of the dragon
it got me kinda depressed
when i didn't get a single call/sms for the whole evening/nite
juz as i was on my way home to wallow dat nobody loves me
and dat nobody cares whether i'm dead/alive
i got phonecalls from 3 different pple
hehehe
u know who u are
luv ya loads
muack~