depressive..

can't sleep

i.don't.feel.good.at.all
the feeling is so bad
i juz wanna cry

wat colour am i to u?

interesting question
with pretty interesting answers

橙 - orange
红 - red
黄 - yellow
篮 - blue
白 - white
紫 - purple
粉 - i have no idea wat this colour is, leave it up to ur imagination
绿 - green

leave me a comment to let me noe k =)

this is so me..

try it for youself..=)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

my birthday wish list..

everyone's been asking wat i want
so..here goes..

i want..

BMW 6 Series Convertible
KIA picanto
Mitsubishi Colt
Zen Sleek
iPod nano

i also want..

to be taller
to be slimmer
to be prettier
to go on a long holiday
a golden retriever
snow from UK
a diving license
to see a shooting star
a real four leaf clover

wat i really want..

world peace
my family and frens to stay healthy and happy
sincere frenships
everlasting love
long hugs

BUT

my ULTIMATE birthday wish is..

to have a super effective blemish cream
or watever dat can get rid of all my blemishes before my bdae

haha

deities..

rained non-stop today
from yishun to raffles to kusu island to jurong to home
island-wide siah
.
it's the kusu-island-visiting time of the year
i've been going there since i was a baby
went there with my family today
asked 大伯公 for some answers
i got a pretty good lot
but he directed me to another deity
who is more suited to answer my question
haha
tink i might just give it a try
who noes?
.
oh yah
guess wat
i got 12 packets of 3-in-1 milo as present
the feeling was indescribable man
i was like...
dunno lah
i didn't noe wat to feel
mayb coz i'm aredi accustomed to such stuff
my mum and sis were stunned for a good few seconds
before they asked, "why?"
i told them i've got no answer to that
.

i'm beginning to be allergic to milo

(-_-)

another saturday..

was woken up by a phonecall todae
couldn't go back to sleep (-_-)
.
went wif my mum and sis to queensway
to make my specs!!
i've been specs-less since mid-june
yes, i FINALLY got new ones
coz i'm really quite sick of wearing contacts at home
juz to watch tv
long hrs of wearing really tires my eyes
i've been procrastinating in getting new specs
dunno y todae 心血来潮 decided to go make them
120 bucks leh
U KNOW WHO U ARE
u better pay for at least half of it
i'll be collecting them on wed
heh
.
came home and watched "sleepless in seattle" vcd
yeah
pretty old show
but nice mah
showing once again how fate plays a major role
sometimes
i really wonder whether such things happen in real life
u know
things like
"i knew rite from the start dat we were meant to be"
or "from the first time i held her hand, i knew this was it"
and stuff like dat
oh yah
i met eda the other day
to exchange the dvds we rented
swopped "a lot like love" for "the prince and me"
watched till 2am dat nite
coz i had to pass it back to her the next day to return
dat was an obvious fairytale kind of show
showing also how fate plays a part
i really wonder
how is it possible dat one noes
dat a particular guy/gal is THE ONE
does "magic" really happen??
hmm

i am tired...

in every sense of the word

'nuff said

out.

wreck diving..

for the first time in my life, i..
went to jubilee centre,
watched a movie with kelvin
and wore the army no. 4 uniform
(coz the cinema was so damn blardy freezing cold)
no. 4 is pretty comfy leh
hahaha
guys muz be tinking i'm crazy
u all wear until dun wanna wear rite
and here i am
wearing it for the 1st time
hahaha
got to noe kelvin while working at coffee club
and we kept in contact every now and then
he gotta book in at 2359
so he brought his uniform and stuff
to go straight to camp after the movie
we watched "into the blue"
i thought it was some sharky show like "deep blue sea"
but no, it wasn't
though there were sharks involved
the focus was on wreck diving and treasure hunting
pretty interesting
kinda further inspired me to get my diving license
actually, some time back
when antz passed me this link
i was looking through the training courses
and wreck diving caught my eye
i thought it's rather challenging & interesting
wait till i get my license
heh

it's monday
i aredi smell the blues
sighhhh

nitey

october..

my favourite month
coz it's my bdae!!
hehe
sumthing to look forward to
though i've got no plans yet
hmm
took leave on my bdae and the following mon
and tues is deepavali
so i get to rest for a stretch of five days!!
hehehe
BUT
no plans yet leh
too lazy to think lah
to many people
it's just another day actually
but somehow
i always wake up feeling a wee bit different
haha

pls dun ask me wat i want ok
i like surprises
so if i tell u wat i want and u go get it for me
there wun be any surprise
it's the thought dat counts
so, dun worry abt the pressies
knowing dat u tink of me as a fren will be enuff
=)

tink from now till end of the month
i'll be reminded of my bdae everyday
coz my job requires me to key announcements into a system
and many announcements made now has my birthdate
so i'll typing it very often
haha

the coming week will be a hectic one at work
coz my colleague's on leave
and i'm her leave cover
and i barely know her work
and my own work volume is slowly peaking
she's been on leave since thurs
will be back 2 tuesdays from now
wish me luck man
but
looking on the bright side
it' during such long periods of time
dat i really learn something
coz i get 1st-hand experience doin everything hands-on
juz hope i wun make too many mistakes
and cause too much trouble for other pple
hahaha

went edalene's house last nite
with zhenjin
we were supposed to have an all-girls' dvd and piggin' session
but guess wat we did in the end
cut and pasted band scores
coz we are performing "the saint and the city"
but the french horn part is missing
i tried to scan the score
but somehow it turned out to be pretty unprintable
so we decided to photocopy the conductor's score
and cut and paste every part
when we realised how tedious the job was
3 of us started complaining like crazy
here are a few of our lines..
"why are 3 young ladies wasting a friday nite doin this"
"and we are not even french horn players"
"ok, zhenjin is, but she's not perfoming for concert!"
"and antz is happily looking after his baby at home"
"we are supposed to be watching dvds"
"at this rate, how to finish 3 movies?"
"and all our snacks"
"ok, we go claim from antz"
"so little space in between!"
"so difficult to cut with all the slurs and crescendoes!!"
"cannot ah, muz leave some space at the end of the score"
"and sign our names big big"
"so everyone knows"
"and future juniors know also"
"scally we do so much, then in the end they dun wanna use it for concert"
"i dun care ah, muz make the band play it at least 20 times!"
we were like factory production workers
zhenjin cut the scores
eda and i glue and paste
and used liquid paper to erase the additional bar lines
so it's easier to read
there was space left at the end
so we wrote this for credits..
"painstakingly photocopied, cut and pasted on a friday nite by...
zhenjin, edalene, jiamiao"
narcissistic?
YES
but we dun care
tink we deserve the acknowledgement
hahaha
we started watching our dvds only at 11+
we rented from videoezy
3 for $13.50 for 7 days
we got "confessions of a teenage drama queen"
"the prince and i" and "a lot like love"
we watched the drama queen show
and decided to pass the other 2 around
i finished watching a lot like love
pretty nice show
romantic and all

got this screenshot from the show
i tink it's very artistically romantic
=)

went swimming at toa payoh tdae
managed 20 laps =)
finally bought my contact lenses
and found out dat i actually have astigmatism
very slight
enuff to affect me at night
but not enuff to render production for disposable lenses
so i gotta make do wif normal ones
hmm
i really hope it doesn't increase
coz the price for disposable toric lenses are exorbitant
oh yah
u noe who u r
thanks for the lift =)

band prac was fun
tiring but fun
and u noe wat
there were no french horn players
we could have taken our time to cut and paste the missing score loh
knn
prac was kinda retro
we played pieces like queen's park melody and oregon
reminded us of sec sch days
when such pieces were such a hit
tried this plastic mouthpiece
makes my sound less metallic and more mellow
but much flatter
so i had to adjust the tuning slides a lot
it's good for classics
and training of stamina
coz it's deep-funnel shaped
which makes pitching of high notes difficult
even for the normal-range notes
more air is needed to sustain the sound
but with some training and getting used to
it shld be ok
i kinda like it but it's $42 leh
for a piece of plastic
hmm
and it comes in different colours
my friend and i were imagining dat
all lower brass players get one such mouthpiece
but in different colours
so when we sit in a row and look across
we'll see an array of colours
wat a sight it will be
hahaha

to bed now
till next time
ciaoz