thankful..

had a tiff wif my bro last sunday
not sure if it's good or bad
could be good coz for those who know me long enuff
u all know dat the r/ship between me and my bro
ain't dat rosy
so, it's kind good dat we say so many things to each other
in such a short period of time?

haha.. siao rite
tinking dat a quarrel is gd
i'm trying to be optimistic lar

i'm pretty much affected by the whole incident
coz bits of the quarrel are juz plain unreasonable
which i simply cannot comprehend or come to terms wif
was so distracted at work on monday
i actually went crying in the toilet
my boss happened to walk in
and i actually confided in her
had to take leave on tuesday
coz i was so tired and dehydrated from crying
and also coz i did not eat or sleep well
really needed to take some time off
to relax and calm myself down

well, the gd thing abt this whole incident
is dat i learnt quite alot of stuff
from the pple involved
chino was so sweet
he sayang-ed me by licking away my tears
and let me cuddle him for as long as i needed
my neighbour was really great too
this post is actually for him
although i dun tink he reads my blog
juz wanna pen down my gratitude in words
honestly
i dun tink i would have survived the ordeal w/out him
coz my parents were away for holiday
so they were not around to neutralize things
he was around when it all happened
and simply did all the right things at the right time
and said all the right words too
even on the next day after the quarrel
all his little actions and words
really touched me to the core
and i really dunno how to express my gratitude
other than loving him more

really thankful to have him in my life
muackz =)