diarrhoea..

gloomy

i hate it when i shit until my asshole hurts
sorry for sounding so crude
but dats the truth

i don't even noe the cause of my misery
blardy hell
i'm getting dehydrated
=~(

updates updates..

had a pretty relaxing weekend
todae is daddy's bdae
so we went for family dinner last nite
at long beach seafood restaurant at marina
very satisfying =)
i still remember during my bdae dinner
mum was commenting dat
we get to splurge at restaurants
for 8 times a year
mother's day
father's day
and 6 birthdays
to round up the year
we've got one more to go
for my sis-in-law's bdae

our 20th anniversary concert was pretty alrite
the alumni band played 2 pieces
1. the blue and the gray (civil war suite)
2. the saint and the city
though we kinda screwed up a few areas in the 1st piece
haha
photos are up!!
go take a look from the sidebar
=D

past 2 weeks were pretty eventful
spent quite a bit too
let's see....

i watched 3 movies in a week!!
hehe
oo1. just like heaven
with edalene and stanley
it's been quite a while since i watched a movie
dat made me go awwww... to the extend of drawing tears to my eyes
really very nice show
go watch it b4 the run is over
oo2. prime
with eda, stan, yuanxing, jessie
kinda weird combination of pple
but it worked out alrite
haha
the show was pretty nice
about a 37-yr-old divorcee falling in love wif a much younger guy
it showed all the typical pros and cons of such a relationship
and the ending was kinda not-so-rosy
made me feel very 无奈 for them
oo3. harry potter
with kelvin
pretty nice show
nice effects
different from the previous ones
coz all the kids have grown up quite a lot

was on a 1-day course at tampines
guess wat
the trainer is alvin's mum!!
alvin is my fren from SAJC council
few months ago at the college dinner
i found out dat his mum is working in the training dept
wat a small world rite
after the course
i went on a shopping spree at tampines wif soo hoon
bought a top, a skirt and a pair of jeans for myself
and a sling bag for sharon
left me feeling contented but broke
haha

i went roller-blading with justin
2 solid hours
almost died man
muz exercise more from now on
haha
on our way back to return the blades
i met 5 of my SAJC council frens
evelyn, edmund, lining, hong qian, leng hwee
singapore sure is tiny
dats not all
after dat
we were stopped by a bunch on kids
to help them play charades
they were having some church outing thingy
which was orgainsed by my sec sch fren, bee leng
i didn't know abt it until she called my name
as we were leaving after the game
did i mention dat singapore is tiny?

last sunday was grandma's bdae
we went for buffet lunch at Grand Mecure Roxy Hotel
located opposite parkway parade
there were like 31 adults wif alot of kids
we took up almost half the place loh
food wasn't too bad
they had a playroom for the kids
and even hired a balloon sculptor dressed as a clown
and they were having promotion too
4 adults for the price of 3
if u pay the bill with any credit card
there were so many of us it took us a long while to do the head count
guess who i saw while i was there
ian
he's a ngee ann student affairs officer
who's in charge of band
we got acquainted
coz of my commitments in my dept's society and band's committee
my aunt was like, "why never bring him introduce to grandma?"
i was like, "...becoz he's NOT my boyfriend.."
"aiyah, not boyfriend also can introduce mah."
"..."
aunts
sighh
looking at all my nieces and nephews
i was like oh.my.goodness
time really flies
and i'm getting older by the minute =(

after lunch
i went HMV for a $35.10 haircut which nobody noticed =(
hmmph
look closely pple
there is a difference okay
my hair is much shorter now
and i've got a fringe
the cut was done by zhixiong aka andrew
he's my poly classmate of 3 years
he took up hairdressing wif toni and guy
and graduated some time ago
he's now working at urbanhair by ginrich in HMV level 4
go support him yar?? =)

went double O wif jessie on wed
yes, weekday
coz it's her bdae on thur
plus it's ladies' nite wif free flow of house pour on wed
feels damn good to club for free =D
pretty fun ah
loads of eye candy
hahaha

went cheesecake cafe
wif edalene and zhenjin
for eda's eye candy
which by now
she seemed to have lost a certain amount of interest
girl, u progressed too slow lah
muz speed up
hahaha

i actually stayed at home on friday nite
dat was so not me
but i was really too tired lah
been playing the role of aunt aggy for 1 whole week
to different girlfriends
not dat i mind of coz
but sometimes i can't help but ask myself
how is it dat i'm able give sound advice to problems of others
but yet not able to listen to my own voice?

i haven't shed tears of anger for quite a while..

and today
YOU made me
in my office some more
hmmph
i want chocolate buffet

NOW

5 words..

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter.

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital. He died.

The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

QUESTIONS :
1. What were the five words?
2. What is the implication of this story?


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ANSWER:

The husband just said "I am with you Darling".

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened. No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

Sometimes we spend time in asking who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human relationship.

on leave..

my clock 美美 hor??
hehehe
damn shiok to be on leave
went for my dental appointment in the morning
then i went library
yes, library
queenstown community library
just to browse around
read a book on optical illusions
it explains the art of drawing and creating illusions
and why we perceive them to be so
introduced different types of illusions
and history behind everything
pretty interesting

i uploaded photos!!

oo1. anthony's wedding
i was given the honour of being one of his receptionists for the nite
and to look after the box containing their ang baos
the sabo-ing part at the end of the dinner
was the highlight of the nite
should give them an award
for being the most sporting couple i've ever seen at wedding dinners
haha

oo2. eric's and stanley's bdae
these photos were from stanley's camera
i renamed only a few of the photos
juz to introduce the pple
left the rest as default
coz i dunno the story behind them
it was only at the end of the nite
then i realised dat i did not take a single photo
with either of the bdae boys
haha

oo3. mark wang's bdae
click here for the post i wrote on it

oo4. dad's thailand trip
WAIT!! before you click on the link
gotta warn u first
some of the photos are pretty graphic
so if u have a weak heart
please DO NOT click on the link to view the pictures
i didn't rename the photos
coz i dunno wat is wat
dad went with his frens
during the period of temple-going and praying

oo5. cocco latte
eda dragged me to this little outing
after one of our band pracs last year
yes, last year
this album has been sitting among my other albums in yahoo!photos
was doing some housekeeping
tallying the no. of albums i have in yahoo
against the no. of links i have on my blog
den i realised
dat i didn't link this album anywhere

oo6. lenny's wedding reception
for those who have little or zero tolerance for homosexuality
please DO NOT click on the link

oo7. my lumbong trip
3 years ago
i went on a hike wif my best fren sharon
with NUS rovers team
to somewhere in malaysia
took us a day to climb to the top of the mountain
where we camped overnight
and made our way down the next day
i tell u
its the first time in my entire life
dat i've seen so many stars
the brilliance of it all
simply took my breath away dat night
these photos were from someone else's camera
we took some photos on our own
the paper kind, not digital
so i gotta go search for them
and scan them
before i can add them to this album
i've mastered the art of procrastination
so..be patient yar??
heh

mental note..

this entry is to juz to remind myself
the photos of several events dat i have yet to put up
- anthony's wedding (dunno how i cld have forgotten this)
- eric's and stanley's bdae
- mark wang's bdae
- dad's thailand trip
- lenny's wedding
- my lumbong trip
and others taken during/before 2004

i'll do all that soon
to bed now

wedding!!

new photos up!!
hehe
juz came back from andrew chow's wedding dinner
held at Shangri-La's Rasa Sentosa Resort
food was alrite lah
not very fantastic leh
but the prawns were nice =D~~
looking at all the photos i've taken for the nite
i realised something
i didn't take photos with the bride and groom!!
actually i realised it when i was in the cab on my way home
and i was like OMG
how could i have forgotten
oh well
mayb coz for the entire night
i came into close contact wif andrew like 3 times only loh
before we got seated
during photo-taking at table
and shaking hands at the end
he so busy
dun even have time to talk to him
let alone take photo
haha
gd thing the hotel provided shuttle service to 3 places
took the shuttle bus wif shanice and xinghui
from hotel lobby to jurong east mrt
xinghui didn't wanna go home so early
so, despite shanice's protest
(coz she has to wake up at 5am)
xinghui dragged us for a drink at jurong macdonald's
and we chatted till 1+
from band to ghost stories
to advertisements to their boyfriends
the range of topics
dat girls can talk about when they get together
is simply amazing
it's great being a girl
haha

gtg slp
my cough med taking effect already

nitey

爱与被爱

爱
是一种感觉
如果说爱人的感觉比被爱来的强烈
你会选择你爱的人还是爱你的人呢

幸福的被爱
远远胜过悲哀的爱人
为何还会有人
选择跟随着自己所爱的人
痛苦的接受这默默的等待

同样的
爱着你的他也在痴痴的期盼
期盼着你的接受
盼望着你的爱
一样的命运
一样得等待
为什么你就不能结束大家的痛苦接受他呢

总会有等到累的一天
别把青春给挥霍

love is such a dilemma eh
got this off xiang ru's blog
it's written by her wor
so please do not copy it unless u've got her permission
hahaha
decided to post it here
coz it reminds me of a story
my colleague jasmine forwarded to me some time back
about leaf, wind and tree

"leaf's departure is becoz of wind's pursuit or becoz tree didn't ask her to stay"

tink it's somewhere in my comp
will post it if i do find it

to work now
=~(

又要生病了。。

tink all my late nites are finally taking a toll on me
woke up wif a sore throat yesterday
and it's taken a turn for the worse
i've been coughing my lungs out since last nite
irritating sia

had dinner wif my folks at holland crystal jade ydae
to celebrate my bdae
went for band prac after dat
was slacking at KAP with justin
and both of us were like
xianz leh
it's saturday nite
and we haven't got any plans
hahaha
finally decided to catch midnite show at cineleisure
the legend of zorro
pretty nice
typical action show with bits of romance
went for coffee at coffee club
and we stayed till 6am just to avoid midnite surcharge
yeah, cheapo
hahaha

can u imagine
i was home for the WHOLE of today

i amaze myself

to bed now
nitey

i haven't done this in a long while..

i've been awake for more than 36 hours
the last time i remember staying up like dat
was during my schooling days
was damn tired juz now
but after showering
i'm kinda awake
so i figured i might as well do some blogging
=)

went clubbing on wed nite
wif hoon, agnes, ron, kenny and ben
planned to go zouk
but the crowd was horrible
machiam like walking down chinatown during CNY
yes, it was dat bad
so we headed for mdm wong instead
the guys headed there first
and we girls went dbl o coz it was girls' nite over there
we wanted to drink to our hearts' content
b4 goin over to join the guys
hehe
agnes' bf was working there dat nite
so we tried to cut queue with the supervisor's help
but we were told to pay for cover coz the place was too packed
we were like (-_-) have to pay cover on ladies' nite?!
so we decided to head for mdm wong directly to join the guys
pretty fun place
songs were nice
not too packed except for the dance floor
left the place abt 3.30 am and went back to dbl o
to wait for agnes' bf to knock off from work
slept for almost 12 hrs and i've been awake since then
hahaha

had dinner wif the jintai gang at IMM just now
Long Beach Seafood Restaurant
adrian, sharon, eric, cyril, russell, jianyang, peining, candy, zhijie, huan shi, mark, stanley
it was adrian's bdae celebration
weihao and yaohui joined us after the dinner
we headed for adrian's house after dat
for dvd / mahjong / taboo session
taboo is this game where a person holds a stack of cards
on every card is a word dat everyone else has to guess
and below dat word is a list of words
dat may not be used in the process of describing
really fun and we all had a pretty good laugh
left his place ard 3+

and here i am
wide awake

this is anson
isn't he adorable










look at him
such a shy smile
so cute










alrite
i really need sleep
hope i get up in time for band prac
hahaha

nitey

my 24th bdae celebrations..

photos are up!!
i juz got home todae
been out since fri morning
haha
this is gonna be a long entry
coz i'm gonna pay tribute to many pple
and tell u all abt my tiring but wonderful weekend
=)

ronald, 小姑, clement, eugene, jianjie, stanley, edalene, doreen, xiaofei, adelynn, zhenjin, kelvin, jingyi, eric, ronny, patricia, ser keng, sharmaine, serene, shiyin, angeline, raymond, arlene, agnes, peter, ivy, siti, winston, benedict, franklin, jianyang, adrian, ivan, frankie, kaiting, nanfeng, anthony, katherine, rick, miaofang, johnson, nicholas, galvin

thank you so much for your sms / msn msg / handshake / hug / toast

28.10.2005
visited my colleagues at haw par centre
checked in at east coast coasta sands chalet
had dinner at essential brew
with eda, zhenjin, jingyi, eric, jianyang, franklin
drinks at wala-wala
with the above pple plus stanley and adrian
adrian bought me a slice of cake from tcc
and they sang me a bdae song in the pub
shared my cake by feeding a mouthful to each of them
haha
got to noe 3 not-so-young men
who started conversation with us by lying
dat one of them has got the same bdae as me
i tink they were trying to hit on zhenjin & eda lah
so we ended up pretending dat we are attached
eda wif adrian
me and zhenjin wif jianyang
hahahaha
damn funny leh
sharing bf with my good fren
anyway, dat "birthday guy" asked if he could buy me a bdae drink
and sharon readily suggested lamboghini
b4 i knew it, i was dragged over to the bar
to down the drink with many pairs of eyes staring at me
the drink was served in a funnel-shaped cocktail glass
the bartender lights the surface of the drink wif a blue flame
when the entire surface is lighted
i had to put the straw in and finish the entire drink
juz b4 i finish the last drop
the bartender pours in this blue-coloured milky liquid
to put out the fire
all my trusty galfrens went "嘉淼， 你完了.."
coz they all noe how potent the drink is
indeed it was
and to think i had vodka, beer and whisky too
i was feeling all woozy but miraculously i didn't even feel like puking
zhenjin and edalene sent me back to the east coast chalet
and ron, xiang and hoon had to come to the gate to bring me in
hoon bought me a pink rose!!
xiang bought a slice of chocolate banana cake from secret recipe
and ron?
he was juz there nagging at me to go shower
hahaha
wat a nite to remember

29.10.2005
doreen, ivan and frankie arrived
and we went kayaking
kayaked from the chalet area to somewhere past the bedok jetty and back
took us 2 hrs 45 mins
coz we were against the wind on our trip back
so we were kayaking in a zig-zag manner
damn tiring but fun
dun understand how ivan manage to capsize his kayak
and the first thing on his mind wasn't xiang's safety but..
"where's the bottle of water?!"
and when xiang was in the water struggling to get back onto the kayak
he was sitting back and not even lifting a finger to help
until we started scolding him
tsk tsk
guys nowadays
hahaha
had bbq in the nite
and hoon finally joined us after being away the entire day
she bought a very nice tiramisu cake for me and doreen
xiang brought her guitar
so we had pretty much fun eating, singing and photographing
i got this from them
isn't it sweet..










30.10.2005
checked out of east coast chalet
had McDonald's breakfast
hoon sent everyone home
b4 accompanying me to buy more bbq supplies
checked into my chalet at pasir ris coasta sands
slept until my folks arrived around 5+
arlene, kaiting, adelynn came ard 7+
nanfeng and kelvin shortly after
we had fun reminiscing the good old days
somehow, we just dun get sick talking about them
eveyone left ard 10+
kelvin stayed a while longer coz he needed to book in only at 2359
ade stayed over in the chalet wif me
and hoon came back to sleep too

31.10.2005
hoon left early in the morning
me and ade nua in the chalet
waking up and sleeping
and waking up and sleeping
and eating and watching cartoons
finally moved our bums out of bed to go roller blading at 4+
hoon finished her errands and joined us at 5+
everyone's got a fair share of falls and scratches
but i tink i bled the most
look wat a tiny stone did to my knee








i tink it got caught between the wheels of my blades
and i tumbled over in the CARPARK
ouch man =~(
anthony and gang were supposed to go for bbq
but the plan was called off
coz antz couldn't get "exit permit" from his wife
hahaha
so cute rite, the way he put it
rick smsed me in the day and asked me abt my backup plans
i told him i didn't have any
late evening he called and after much discussion
the bbq is on again!
hehehe
hoon drove me and ade out to white sands
and left for yet some more errands
ade accompanied me to shop for bbq supplies
b4 leaving to meet her fren
i took a cab back to the chalet and started preparing for my 3rd bbq
anthony, katherine, rick, johnson and miaofang came
i learnt something
the make-shift bbq pit we make out of aluminium tray
can only be used ONCE
u noe wat
the fire i started burnt a hole in the tray
we slotted a piece of used wire gauze between the tray and the bricks
but after assessing the damage
we decided to rent a pit
coz the damage was too serious
and it's too late to buy another tray
the bbq was good
we managed to finish most of the food
and a bottle of red wine
courtesy of miaofang
hoon came back after her errands ard 10pm
and had much fun listening to all the crap the guys offered
they left sometime past midnite
but hoon stayed over wif me
we checked out in the morning
and daddy came to pick me up
=)

thx again
to all u guys
who made my birthday celebrations so memorable
luv ya lotz
muacks