crisis!!

bored

i’m facing a MAJOR crisis now
i’m so sick of my job i can puke
i’ve been sending out plenty of resumes
but not getting any interviews
actually got lah, went for a few
but no news from them
i don’t look forward to work at all
everyday, i stare at the clock
willing it’s hands to move faster
too bad my willpower is only dat much
the moment i step into the building
i look forward to lunch break
after lunch, i’ll have to use all my will to stay awake
after 3pm, i’ll start to look forward
to whatever plan(s) i have after work
and continue willing the hands of the clock
in between work, i look forward to ANY form of interruption
sms, fone call, moving ard to pass docs, even……tummyache
yes! i’m so bored at work
i’d rather go shit than to stay at my desk!
been posted back to haw par centre since 10 july
dunno leh
mayb it’s me lah
feels different liao
feels weird sticking back to them
forgot how i coped with the change
when i moved to chai chee
dunno leh
mayb there fewer pple
no choice but to click and stick together
over here got so many pple
sometimes i feel like i’m intruding
into their aredi-formed groups
though the place is much closer to my home
i’m not happier here leh
maybe it’s just me
maybe it’s the job scope
maybe it’s the small workstation
maybe it’s the presence of bosses
maybe it’s the politics
maybe it’s the company

haiyah! must be the company lar!! =(