pissed..

been stoning for the past few minutes
literally
juz staring at the pile of documents in front of me
colleagues went out for lunch
asked them to help me da bao
so as to act like i'm extremely busy
actually, i juz dun feel like moving lah
plus i'm kinda pissed at my officer
dun feel like lunching wif her
yes, i'm petty =Þ

i mentioned some time b4 dat my officer changed
the previous officer seems totally bo chup now
ask her how to announce certain announcements
she juz give vague answers
"last time how u announce one?"
hello, i've been here for less than a yr ok
am i supposed to noe wat happened b4 or have bionic memory??
so i have to look at past records
and do u noe how fucking tedious dat is??
everything is in hard copy
some archived aredi
plus i dun even noe when the previous similar announcement is made
so i have to look thru the entire yr's announcements
can't ask my current officer coz she noes even lesser than me
and she juz authorises everything that i do
i dun even noe if i'm correct or if i left out any info
wtf
it's not MY job to teach my officer ok
the previous officer is supposed to pass over wat
she is supposed to be teaching her to replace her

oh well, now i'm learning it the hard way
figuring things out myself
gain as much knowledge as i can
then move on
i dun really believe in that personally
as in, the selfish way of doing things
but the culture and working habits here is such
and it's every man for himself
so, wat the heck

alrite, enuff of miserable office politics
i tink i juz got myself even more miserable
tink i shld have some more retail therapy tonite

went shopping with gene at taka/wisma last nite
bought a bio-essence package for mum
with a few products in it
cost me close to 60 bucks
and u noe wat
i bought 3 pairs of shoes
all from charles & keith
not 1, not 2, but THREE pairs!!
walked out of the shop feeling like some rich tai-tai
hahahaha
actually, i din pay for all 3 pairs
gene paid for 1 of them
so dat i'll feel less guilty
haha
actually, shldn't feel guilty lah
it's an investment mah
i wun need to buy shoes for a long time
plus got discount
1 of them costs only $16.50
neway, guilty or not
it got rid of all my misery of the day
and the effects lasted all the way till this morning
until i stepped into the office

heard from my colleagues dat there'll be another round of bonus this month
more substantial than the yr-end one
but it's pegged to july's appraisal
and i dun remember having gone thru it!!
coz i was confirmed only in oct
there was a sort of appraisal then
but i'm not sure if it'll be used for determining this round's bonus
i'm really keeping my fingers crossed
having earned more than 2 billion [net] last yr
this bonus shld be really good
no wonder pple can stay so long here

alrite, colleagues are back
time to start work liao
and finish that pile of documents that i was staring at juz now
maybe i'll clock some OT tonite
hehe