alot to say..

hey hey
my blog's got readers
hehe
here i am
waking up my blog
not being lazy lah
told u my comp spoil mah
bz in office mah
u want me to clock OT juz to write my blog ar
hmm..
mayb i shld hor
hahaha
using my sis' comp nw
which is in my parents' room
.
well well...
last week's been ok
did quite a no. of things
watched closer with adelynn
alrite show lah
not much of a story line leh
toking abt 4 pple and their complex relationships
and how sex changed the relationships
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i rebonded my hair!!
was pretty satisfied at first
but now my hair's all curled up near the shoulder area
looks juz like before
so sad
after spending 139 bucks
goin for a touch-up tmr afternoon
hope it gets batter
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went to a temple at paya lebar to 拜太歲 (God of the year)
pple born in the yr of rooster, rat, rabbit and horse "clashes" wif him this yr
so gotta go thru some praying ritual to "neutralize" and ensure a gd yr ahead
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went shopping wif gene and mum
no lah, din buy anything for myself
gene bought his leather shoes [finally! after a few shopping trips]
and my mum bought new clothes for my grandma
for my bro's wedding dinner on mon
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went airport last wed
my best friend's gone for a holiday
in Aussie..Cairns
will be back on mon evening
her bdae was on 3 Mar
gave her her present when i went to see her off last nite
hope it's not confiscated at the Aussie customs
she's special
our friendship is special
there's an inexplicable kind of chemistry between us
well, u seldom/rarely/never lose and find friendship again rite
usually, for some reason [like graduating from school]
u lose touch with a close friend
and start drifting from there
until one finds the other
and start trying to be close all over again
for some kind of hidden agenda [like MLM/need to borrow $]
but if they realise their goal(s) cannot be achieved
they move on to another friend
it used to hurt me to find out about the hidden agenda my friends have
makes me feel cheated
but i've come to terms with it
c'mon, face it..humans are selfish
of coz i'm not saying that all friends are like that
i do find some of my friends and vice versa
and keep in touch / meet up
with no hidden agenda
but somehow we noe that it's just not the same as before
we'll juz update each other, bitch about society at large
and then go our separate ways again
till we meet for a cuppa again
but i pretty much believe in fate
if you can lose and find each other so many times
and pick up where you left off
as if there was no time gap in between
i pretty much like to attribute that to fate
hmm..
kinda missing her now..
i've sent many friends off at the airport before
but i tink only she can render that kind of emptiness i feel
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alrite
tink i better go meet the zzz monster
gotta wake up at 5am tmr
5!!
wat an unearthly hour
but i'm really excited lah
hehe
bro's buddies will be here at 6
fetching the bride at 7
and i'm goin along!!
haha
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nitey